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[sunflowersunday]

[Russia's voice is as pleasant as ever, but... there is a hint of strain behind it. Almost like he's actively trying to keep his voice cheerful. None should ever take that as a good sign.]

So many disappearances. None that I actively sanctioned.

But it is so good that people are so kind to new arrivals! Sheltering them, even when there are plenty of rooms to go around. Especially my sister.

[Russia's voice drops to the SCARIEST FUCKING RASP OF YOUR GODDAMN LIFE. NO REALLY. LISTEN TO THIS DEMONIC KOLKOLKOL SHIT.]

Especially my sister.

[He just leaves it at that. Brb bugging Belarus/Tony's room.]

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[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

Ah--

I am. Belarus is my sister. "Family" has different meanings for us. Belarus, Ukraine, and I share a common history, bloodlines, and culture. We are, in that manner, "siblings".

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

Oh... Does that mean China is Japan's sibling?

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

Yes. I believe China is Japan's "older brother".

...Do you have siblings?

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

No. I'm an only child. But... I think I can understand that you want to make sure your sister is being taken care of.

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

Of course. I wish for all of my household to be happy and prosperous. They keep the loneliness at bay, so I will keep them safe with me.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

It's... easier to use dreams, though, isn't it?

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

It always is. However, if you dream too long, you will never wake up and you will slowly disappear. I am trying to make my dreams come true.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

...Is that true? About dreaming too long?

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

It is from my experience.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

But... would it be so bad?

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

I don't want to disappear.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

But to never have to wake up...

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

Is death. I can assure you, it is not the dream you think it to be. It is only nothingness.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

If death is just eternal sleep, then could I still dream?

[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

That is a question people have pondered upon for centuries. For a long time, I believed I could. I believed God would accept me into Heaven at the end of my days and I would spend eternity in my dreams of sunflowers and companionship.

I do not believe in God anymore.

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[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

I've never really thought about a heaven or a God before, but I've often thought that, maybe, if I could die, I would be able to live in my dreams forever.

...I also thought that, either way, once there is nothing left for me in my dreams, I could...

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

What made you stop believing?

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[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

If you choose to follow that path, I wish you luck. I wouldn't dare to allow myself to have such foolish hopes.

You thought you could...?

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[sunflowersunday.livejournal.com]

...Many, many things have led me to believe that, if there ever was a God, He is now dead.

Athiesm is only practical. Faith detracts from more important matters in the realm of the living.

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[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

I-I thought I could... just... end the life that had nothing left for me. I don't have a very important life, as a regular person... I didn't do anything for anyone. No one would even notice that I was gone. I guess countries need to keep working for their people, though. How long have you lived for? Do you keep living from the start of Russia until the end? But it's such a long time.

[hatebirds.livejournal.com]

...Ah. I talked too much. Sorry.